I really want to say that I don't know how long it's been since I published a blog post. However. I do. I could spend a few paragraphs apologizing. But. It's easier to just start writing and publishing again. We writers go through hiatuses. Life happens.
With that being said, I will start with this. I posted this photo on my personal Facebook page on June 8th. That date was rather symbolic because it was the halfway point between celebrating my last 40-something birthday and turning the big 50.
Yeah.
I am going to be celebrating my 50th birthday this year. I don't want to admit that it's a hard pill to swallow.
But.
It.
Is.
I have this internal sense of wanting to finish things. Start things. Continue things. My brain is like a browser with a bazillion tabs opened.
And, at times. It freezes up. Because there are so many thoughts and plans and goals and directions. It's to the point where I get pissed off because, at some point, I need sleep. At this point, I view sleep as a waste of time. But. It's not.
At times, I find myself pacing and verbally speaking what I should be writing whether it's for a published blog post or my book.
Yes, I am working on a book.
I sometimes wonder if I should be vlogging instead of blogging. However, with vlogging, I realize I would have to be presentable with no noise in the background and that's almost impossible for me as a freelance writer and Work at Home Dog Mom.
I also realize that my personal Facebook page is out of date. I have Facebook pages that I need to bid farewell to. I have new Facebook pages I need to pay attention to. I have this blog that I seriously need to update and revise.
I have a little over 4 months to get this shit done.
It is going to happen. Because. I, and we, are going to slam it. All the way around. The past few years have been a whirlwind of changes and happenings. But. More so. Awareness. Perspective. Peace. Ease. Healing.
The list goes on.
We are there.
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